Guys please send positive thoughts and vibes to my mom. She went back to get her boobs checked out because last time she went earlier in the year they found something small in one of them and it got bigger and she’s going to have surgery in a few weeks to get it out and she’s so worried about that and they’re gonna find out if it’s cancer or not.

Also she needs positive vibes for her lawsuit against the person whose dog attacked her back in 2010, her lawyer sucks and is acting like she won’t get that much.

My mom has the worst luck and she doesn’t deserve any of this shit. She’s one of the best people I know and she does everything she can for me and she supports me no matter what.






the fastest word i can type is motherlode

almost 70,000 people get this joke like is a fandom thing or can you all must type motherlode really fast what is going on


i dont get it

oh god motherlode lmao

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#1 tactic emotional abusers will use to get you to comply to their wishes is threatening suicide or self harm, don’t fall for it

If you notice whenever you get real with a person who is treating you like shit, and they immediately shrivel up into this pathetic ball of self loathing so that somehow you’re the one comforting them, they are an emotional abuser.

don’t fall for it

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Guys I had a nice quick gym session with my mom today, though we still haven’t tried the massage chairs or bed when we keep saying we will “next time” so hopefully this next time we will for real. We both just did cycling for 20 minutes. I also did yoga tonight and feel so good now.

We also went to the Asian buffet and had some yummy food. I can’t get enough of their vegetable lo mein.

And I put my last paycheck in the bank and ordered my mom’s birthday present finally so I’m stoked about that. Also trying to figure out what else I can do for her on her birthday, like we should go see Annabelle or something since my mom loves scary movies and I’m actually scared to death of killer dolls and knowing that Annabelle is based on a true story freaks me out. Maybe my boyfriend can take us to that.

And hopefully he’ll take me to get my hair done soon because ugh roots and thickness.

I also enjoyed a nap today that lasted a couple of hours so yeah all in all nice day.

Edited and uploaded new pics to my DA and I’ll post some here and on Facebook later and work on editing more.

And I gotta update my Instagram with daily selfies from this past week.


I want someone to really want me. Make a big deal about me, tell me I’m on your mind way too fucking much but you kinda like it. Make it completely obvious that I’m the person you want. Tell me you can’t wait to see me; show me how you feel so I can feel it too.
Make me feel something I’ve never felt before. Tell your friends about me & I’ll tell them about how you make butterflies swam my stomach. Want me as much as I want you.

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I love being horribly straightforward. I love sending reckless text messages (because how reckless can a form of digitized communication be?) and telling people I love them and telling people they are absolutely magical humans and I cannot believe they really exist. I love saying, “Kiss me harder,” and “You’re a good person,” and, “You brighten my day.” I live my life as straight-forward as possible.

Because one day, I might get hit by a bus.

Maybe it’s weird. Maybe it’s scary. Maybe it seems downright impossible to just be—to just let people know you want them, need them, feel like, in this very moment, you will die if you do not see them, hold them, touch them in some way whether its your feet on their thighs on the couch or your tongue in their mouth or your heart in their hands.

But there is nothing more beautiful than being desperate.

And there is nothing more risky than pretending not to care.

We are young and we are human and we are beautiful and we are not as in control as we think we are. We never know who needs us back. We never know the magic that can arise between ourselves and other humans.

We never know when the bus is coming.

- Rachel C. Lewis (via coyotegold)

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My naked body is not sinful or immoral. It is not dirty or bad or wrong. My naked body is not pornographic, obscene, or “slutty.”

My naked body is just a body.

Any negative ideas you have about a naked body are due to sexualizing bodies, and the idea that sex is a dirty thing.

Why are you offended by and afraid of your own anatomy?

Get over it.

My naked body is just a body.

(Source: captainkittysticks, via fit-and-healthy-for-tomorrow)